I was a bit stupid. Like I mean completely and utterly a nut bag. I forgot myself, in fact I was completely lost. I felt like I wouldn't amount to anything. That my future was a dim blimp on an endlessly depressing world. I hated everything. I think I maybe have been a bit depressed. I had lost who I was, and what I had decided to be. All because of two silly tests. That's right, two tests made me essentially hate my world. Lose my focus and forget everything.
It is okay though, because you need to get lost in order to get found right? I'm happy to say that I found myself. I'm alright, and my future has never looked brighter. That's all that matters. I will makes myself become something. Ha, I already am.
I think that's how things happen. All of the sudden things become clear, and then you realize how obvious they've been all along. But, how blind you personally were to them. Silly me huh?
Silly me.
:)
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