Sometimes you have moments of self-doubt. Days when you are like is this really me? Am I doing what it is I wish to be doing? Most of the time you give yourself a self-assured yes. Other times you give well if it wasn't illegal, yes. And hopefully fewer times you have a hopeful I wish. Today I had an I wish moment.
They have been happening to me in many many different ways, but today it was a big one. Because it was an I wish I could easily change if I wanted to. So you know what. I am changing that I wish into a yes. It is probably one of the most positive things I've planned on doing in a long time. I'm actually pretty excited. To be such a positive polly about it.
I think it is another strength showing just how far I've grown, and how far I've yet to go. I still deal childishly with disappointment, by allowing myself to get upset or depressed. In general I have a bad attitude at times. I'm getting better at it though, or at least I believe I am. I could be tricking myself though.
Well this is a super short post, but I don't think anyone actually reads these so it is more a reflection for myself in the end huh?
Regardless life is a journey and it sure is taking me for a very odd ride.
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